15 16 17

from by Annie Blackman

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Get into the front seat
Keep your eyes to the side
I’m always the first to say
Then you drive me to highland and get me really high and
Laugh with your eyes closed and swollen
More relaxed than before and to think that I swore that I’d stop it
But I couldn't stop shit
And now you're quiet in the back of my mind
And I’m still bothered by the time you give to any girl whose name and face and personality’s not mine
And if I said I wasn’t I’d be lying
Lying

15 and it’s hard to focus
Infect my mind at a moment’s notice
Know this, i knew it all along
It was the face and the braces you thought were wrong
And every bitch that you toss into a stanza lands a lyric
In one of my brand new songs
One of my brand new songs

Angry and jealous and everything is green
And did you mean it when you said you’d maybe do it unseen
Did you mean it when you said you’d maybe do it unspoken
Choke on empty hope and
Fuck no, I’m not above it
Apprehensive attention lovin
attention lovin

16 I’m settled into a newer din
It’s louder here
And painfully apparent it’s another not my year again
Has it ever been my year pretend I’m tough and unaffected by 10,000 misdirections

Invite me to a concert in the middle of the week
And speak to me in ways I'm pretty sure just friends don’t speak
I've been distracted ever since i had that dream
That dream that dream that dream

17 and I think I get and don’t regret our kind of love
Overwhelmingly consumingly okay with just this much
I’ll touch you in a million ways you won’t touch ____ (lol)
And its freeing and I don’t mind
And It’s freeing to know that we’re nothing and you’re mine
It’s freeing to know that we’re nothing and you’re mine
It’s freeing to know that we’re nothing

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from Blue Green, released June 2, 2016

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